I’ve been in Peru for a few days now, and things for me have been up & down. It’s challenging on many levels. For example, the altitude makes simple actions like walking up a hill a total chore. Well…I guess walking up a hill can be a chore anyway, but still. An even bigger chore.

There is something about this place. It’s like all the crap inside of me is shining in my face. Intense feelings of jealousy and inadequacy and melancholy are bubbling from deep inside of me. Where is all this coming from?
I guess this is a “better out than in” experience, and also emotions worth acknowledging. If I can get to the root of all this discontent, then I can open myself to feelings that are more…..wonderful.
I don’t know what else to say, except bring in the light.